Recently, I finally got around to reading, Heavier then Heaven, what is considered by many the definitive biography on Kurt Cobain. Today I want to talk about all those suspicions and murder theories surrounding Kurt Cobain's death, back in 1994.
First of all, do you wanna know what I think about the idea of Kurt Cobain actually being MURDERED?
Numerous theories about Cobain being killed by someone hired by Courtney Love or others, have been circulating around ever since his death. People cite the fact that he supposedly was attempting to have his will changed to remove Courtney Love, or they point to his decision to pull out of that Summer's Lolapalooza Tour - which would've cost many people many millions of dollars, as motivating factors.
There are a ton of books, and websites that go into all the detail, feel free to check them out.
I will admit though that the one thing that ever raised an eyebrow for me was the fact that granted the amount of heroin that he had in his system when he died - most people claim as proof that there was no way he could've held and fired a gun after injecting himself. But over the years for every doctor who says there was no way he could inject that much heroin and still fire that gun, there are just as many doctors who say that is conceivable that someone with a large enough tolerance level COULD still hold and fire the gun.
I want to just shed some common sense on this whole issue and put it to rest once and for all. Kurt Cobain, was a junkie with a death wish.
1. Heavier than Heaven chronicles numerous times that Kurt Cobain OD'd. Many times his heart stopping only to be revived back to life. Courtney Love has said he overdosed five times, and that she had to carry a can of narcan (used to revive heroin overdose victims.) around in her purse.
2. He used heroin to medicate a serious stomach ailment that plagued him for years. He consulted numerous doctors but it was never officially diagnosed. He had tried every medication and ultimately found that heroin was the only thing that would alleviate the constant pain.
This is the only thing that's saving me from blowing my head off right now - Kurt Cobain.
4. 2 of Cobain's uncle's committed suicide.
5. Cobain's cousin Beverly, a nurse, pointed out that there was a family
history of suicide. Beverly claimed that bipolar disorder and his
struggles with drug addiction led him to commit suicide
being bipolar myself I have struggled with suicidal thoughts since I was a teenager. I tried to kill myself 3 times after the end of my first marriage, and I spent some time in a mental hospital this past May during a horrible bout of depression where I nearly succeeded in carrying out another attempt.
6. He wrote a song called, "I Hate Myself and Wanna Die"
Seriously, what makes more sense?
And as far as the whole 'Courtney Love hired someone to kill Kurt Cobain' story...This is the guy that who claimed that she offered him money to kill him...TAKE A GOOD LOOK
This is Eldon 'El Duce' Hoke. Now when you think 'HIRED HITMAN' is this the first image that comes to your mind?
I wouldn't pay this guy to exterminate the ant hill in my backyard much less someone I wanted dead.
By the way this guy was such a genius, he died after getting drunk and being hit by a god damn train.
Ok no more stupid conspiracy theories. Case Closed
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